Silence fills up my mind as if it's the only thing that was to stay...
It gripped me yet again, a lot I tried to escape it and wander away.
I dread this silence, because it speaks to me the most,
It asks me to admit defeat and marks my struggle lost.
I try to utter words in vain, to tell it that I am not done trying,
It says, "You lie as you say that, why else would you be here alone, crying?"